Feelings Insincere

I wish sometimes that I didn't find out about things. That they were left as secrets.

I used to have this good friend. One day, I found out that he cheated me with some change. It totally soured my respect for him. It was just stupid chump change. WHY did he have to do something fuc**ed up like that and jeopardize our friendship?

And my Mary Jane. The girl whom I had a crush on, a long time ago. Why did I have to find out that she was going out with my classmate? (on the very day that I had decided to confess my true feelings?)

I don't know...maybe I'm better off having no emotions. Then nothing can hurt me anymore.

PS: There's a stupid cockroach flying around the house. Why did I have to see this pest so late at night??? Now I can't sleep in peace knowing that it could crawl all over my face when I'm unconscious.